Doesn’t the Nothing/Nothingness not even possess a space property?
How can a singularity expand into something, and build up a space-time continuum, that even doesn’t have space or other properties that allow for the existence of anything(!)?
Was there a quantum field/grid/matrix into which the singularity expanded (infinity)?


Love the sinner, not the sin.

Variety is the spice of life.

Everything is connected to each other, all and all form a unity and a multiplicity.

They only have so much power over you, as much as you give them.

Sometimes you have to fight and defend yourself.


Intuition tells you what to pay attention to.
Intuitive fear is natural and a good advisor.
Intuition teaches you the good/positive attraction.

Try to overcome unnatural fear

It is important to connect to each other.

To achieve your goals you shouldn’t postpone tasks.

Sometimes you have to use force.

Listen to your angels and let them guide you.

Try to avoid to eat meat.
Juice gives you strength.

Everything has its meaning and purpose!

Before enlightenment, carry water, chop wood!
After enlightenment, carry water, chop wood!
But with a smile!

As little as possible.
As much as necessary.

Always be careful what you wish/ask for.
It might get answered.
But the laughing buddha only grants for the karma good wishes.

Order is half the life.

Better a little less than too much.

The Temple of all the children (young and old) is the world!

A warrior always looses his last battle.

Everybody has a place in the multiverse and in the multi-dimensions/-realities of afterlife.

The shortest path, sometimes is not the best path!

Not everything is equally important!

Never forget to think!


Crown (seventh) chakra
Connection to God
Protection and Guidance
omni color

Forehead (sixth) chakra
Connection to the Spirit/world (Angel chakra)
Third eye
purple color

Throat (fifth) chakra:
Prophet chakra
Speaking of prophetic words
blue color

Lung/Heart (fourth) chakra
Love/Soul chakra
Burning Love
green color

Sun/Heart (third) chakra
World/People/Love chakra
Love/Sympathy/Connection to the world/people/cosmos
yellow/golden color

Bladder (second) chakra
Spiritual orgasm chakra
Physical moving/work
orange color

Base/root (first) chakra
Root to the earth
Grounding and physical love-making
red color

Most part of the known and also chakras is some sort of energy or condensed energy, but there’s a level of supernatural reality that’s consciousness and spirit, and I don’t know if that is much of worldly energy, but maybe something totally different!


Peyote is a Spanish word derived from the Nahuatl, or Aztec, peyōtl[ˈpejoːt͡ɬ], meaning “glisten” or “glistening”. Other sources translate the Nahuatl word as “Divine Messenger”.

Known for its psychoactive properties when ingested, peyote is used worldwide, having a long history of ritualistic and medicinal use by indigenous North Americans. Peyote contains the hallucinogen mescaline.

When used for its psychoactive properties, common doses for pure mescaline range from roughly 200 to 400 mg. This translates to a dose of roughly 10 to 20 g of dried peyote buttons of average potency; however, potency varies considerably between samples, making it difficult to measure doses accurately without first extracting the mescaline. The effects last about 10 to 12 hours. Peyote is reported to trigger rich visual or auditory effects.

In addition to psychoactive use, some Native American tribes use the plant in the belief it may have curative properties. They employ peyote to treat such varied ailments as toothache, pain in childbirth, fever, breast pain, skin diseases, rheumatism, diabetes, colds, and blindness. The US Dispensatory lists peyote under the name Anhalonium, and states it can be used in various preparations for neurasthenia, hysteria, and asthma. Peyote also contains an alkaloid called peyocactin. It is now called hordenine.

To meet the spirit or deity chew and eat about 1 to 6 peyote buttons of older plants or less.


Nutmeg is the spice made by grinding the seed of the fragrant nutmeg (Myristica fragrans) tree into powder.

In low doses, nutmeg produces no noticeable physiological or neurological response, but in large doses, raw nutmeg – freshly ground from kernels, as well as nutmeg oil – have psychoactive effects, appear to derive from anticholinergic-like hallucinogenic mechanisms attributed to myristicin and elemicin.

Nutmeg was once considered an abortifacient, but may be safe for culinary use during pregnancy if used only in flavoring amounts. However, if consumed in large quantities, it contains hallucinogens that may affect the fetus, and consequently, nutmeg is recommended for avoidance during pregnancy.

In early Indian scriptures, it is mentioned as “intoxicating fruit”. In Egypt, it is sometimes smoked as a surrogate for hashish. The Arabs used it in ancient times as a healing agent. The most remarkable use of nutmeg is found in western countries, especially with criminal prisoners, for whom other drugs are unattainable

To achieve a narcotic effect, it is ingested at least one teaspoon full or sniffed or smoked (try microdosing first).

Datura_stramonium_jimson weed

Datura belongs to the classic “witches’ weeds”, along with deadly nightshade, henbane, and Mandrake. Most parts of the plants are toxic, and Datura has a long history of use for causing delirious states and death. It was well known as an essential ingredient of potions and witches’ brews.

In India, it has been referred to as “Poisonous” and as an aphrodisiac. In little measures, it was used in Ayurveda as medicine from ancient times. It is used in rituals and prayers to Shiva. It is also used in Ganesh Chaturthi.

Anthropologists have found that indigenous groups, with a great deal of experience with and detailed knowledge of Datura, have been known to use Datura spiritually (including the Navajo and especially the Havasupai). Again, knowledge of Datura’s properties is necessary to facilitate a healthy experience. Southern Paiute Indians believe Datura can help locate missing objects.

In olden times the flowers and seeds were used in treatments of skin rashes in the face; for internal treatments, it was used for colds, nervous disturbances; it was also used with madness, varying fever sicknesses, tumors, breast infections, skin diseases, asthma, rheumatic pains, swellings, pain relieve at birth and diarrhea.

The plant is assigned a very strong hallucinogenic effect, so that only somebody, “who is so authorized”, can control it.

In many indigenous cultures, it is used as a hallucinogen that allows contact with the spirit world, for recognition of sicknesses and as a youth initiation agent.

The physiological activity expresses itself in fatigue that leads to hallucinatory phase and ends in deep sleep and unconsciousness.

For a good trip chew and eat some seeds or drink about 1 cup of plant tea or less (try microdosing first), to enter the spirit world and a dreamlike visionary state.

angel-evil multiverse

Is this multiversal ir/reality evil or a war/chaos/struggle/hellish ir/reality, when you consider all beings here on earth struggle/fight one way or the other with sicknesses or nature (brutal eat or be eaten ir/reality) or other means of daily life and a holographic principle refers that to the whole multiverse?
Is this light love god, that reincarnates into all, evil (Yehovah – Lucifer angel of light), when you consider that love also can hurt (e.g. demons/dark beings [ see https://near-death.com ]) when too much (clinging) or not enough.
Or hate does hurt the “good”!
I had this thought/vision that maybe an evil entity had to be cast out of a purely good multiverse alone into this isolated hellish prison/hell multiverse where it reincarnates from eternities of eternities as some kind of punishment to look into his own evil eye!
But as maybe the holographic principle might grip and forgiveness is part of this or a greater ir/reality, maybe, but just maybe, this entity will be forgiven one day or maybe not?
Is the answer to love/embrace everything also evil?
But in this act evil becoming accepted and still living on?


In the closed ward of our psychiatry in the smoking room, one of the fellow patients sat beside me one night and showed me his empty palm. Then my fellow patient with this empty and open palm touched my arm and has materialized a cigarillo where previously was none and he has then smoked it.

So much for the rational world of psychiatrists!


Terence Mckenna: “The western mind and society is a house of cards and the people that built that system know that and that we (the “psychos”, shamans, saddhus, etc.) could, with our gifts, bring that house of cards down!”


Is an energyless energy particle (see the post (Over) Lightspeed and Big bang etc.) then more something abstract like astral energy or spiritual energy, because nothingness being infinity, like when you quieten your mind at meditation.
And if you like in a prayer or a relationship start to love and/or get loved by e.g. god increases such abstract energy do you become then astral infinite energy like maybe Jesus?
(see also my post about Quantum entanglement at Meditation)

football-stadium-light time

If there was a big bang from a singularity it should have been infinitely hot inside the singularity (singularity similar to a mass/energy black hole singularity) and not cold (maybe just outside) because of a (maybe not existing) outside void (where is that void existing (!) anyway), but that doesn’t allow for the existence of anything (see tract about nothingness and infinity). So if a singularity or a quantum leap and its inflation were surrounded by some absolute zero coldness quantum matrix does that mean there could at anytime be a quantum leap inflation creation scenario and therefore creation in full action motion (what does that say about absolute zero temperature?). So if the hotness in singularity or a quantum leap inflation gets cooled down (out of missing energy ), maybe the universe comes to a stop one day, but because of a maybe infinite quantum leap inflation creation the universe expands infinitely, but because of a maybe infinite energy and mass of a photon (or maybe quantum entanglement force) at infinite speed (see (Over) Lightspeed) the universe always was infinite or is infinitely expanding and therefore never cooling down therefor quantum matrix.
If we imagine our universe being infinite what does that say about multiverses and the connection of our universe to other multiverses?
If in (infinite over) lightspeed exists no time and in nothingness mass and energy of light is zero so there exists nothing so also no time, so is nothingness equal to infinity, or does in nothingness exist the opposite of no time namely infinite time, so exists infinity,  which actually again means, the same as no time (see concept of relativistic time).


This should have been an article about time not passing while on lightspeed (see the concept of relativistic time) and therefore actually equals over lightspeed because when no time is passing while traveling on lightspeed you practically already there when you start your travel. But I looked at the mass of photons and it says it’s a massless (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Massless_particle) particle. Now when you want to calculate the energy of a photon through e=mc^2 and insert 0 into the equation you get an e=0 that means it’s an energyless particle (actually isn’t light supposed to be energy?). Now if you want to calculate lightspeed with Einsteins equation c should be the square root of energy divided with mass which equals the square root of zero divided by zero (massless and energyless), but if you know a little about maths, it is not allowed (possible) to divide by zero, or is such actually the abstract math I was visualizing/fantasizing about?
But if 0 is only the rest mass of a photon and not the relativistic mass than the resting speed of a photon is actually zero and therefore 0 (energyless) / 0 (massless) = 0 (lightspeed), but that can’t be lightspeed is a constant not equal to zero. So if it is claimed that photons have a relativistic mass (because they seem to have some energy) that means they never stop their movement and so don’t rest and don’t have a rest mass of anything whatsoever, that means if you bring down a photon to rest where they have no mass whence the laws of physics/maths are not valid anymore maybe that means they have a rest mass otherwise einsteins equation wouldn’t work bc of division by zero. So there’s a problem either the photon has a rest mass or is energyless at rest and doesn’t exist anymore (energy and massless) (but you can’t destroy energy!) or it simply means 0 divided 0 equals 0, but if it has a rest mass then near light speed it becomes a massive mass.
So like I said somewhere else maybe everything’s relative so also constants and laws of physics (and maths?).
So if there’s existing over lightspeed (e.g. quantum entanglement) according to the first sentence then the mass and energy of such an entity or maybe photon if infinitely accelerated becomes infinitesimal therefor infinite energy and if the photon is rested energy and mass becomes zero (destruction of energy) so the possible nothingness. So maybe my tract about nothingness and the void (the tao) is true?

psilocybe_semilanceata Ninos Santos

Hallucinogenic species of the Psilocybe genus have a history of use among the native peoples of Mesoamerica for religious communion, divination, and healing, from pre-Columbian times to the present day.
It is reported that Mushroom healers did cure such severe illnesses as cancer, HIV, short-sightedness, chronic diseases (e.g. chronic malaria), severe psychological illnesses etc. with the aid of magic mushrooms.

European witches seem to have used it in combination with wine to make the trip more pleasant (“softer”), though I don’t advise it since the effect of alcohol on the Ninos Santos is a diminishing one.

As with other psychedelics such as LSD, the experience, or “trip”, is strongly dependent upon set and setting. A negative environment could contribute to a bad trip, whereas a comfortable and familiar environment would set the stage for a pleasant experience. Psychedelics make experiences more intense, so if a person enters a trip in an anxious state of mind, they will likely experience heightened anxiety on their trip. Many users find it preferable to ingest the mushrooms with friends, people with whom they are familiar, or people who are familiar with ‘tripping’. The psychological consequences of psilocybin use include hallucinations and an inability to discern fantasy from reality.

The Mesoamerican indigenous lore goes, that the avatar or god Quetzalcoatl was also known as Kukul-kan carries Jesus in his mouth over the land of the Indians and the blood that drops from Jesus’ heart turns into the Ninos Santos.
In ancient times it was not the figure of Jesus that was carried around but a famous indigenous warrior from which heart the blood dropped.

Ingest about 1 to 4 mushrooms or less (try microdosing first) to enter a trancelike visionary state with deep insights into the nature of reality and/or the spirit world.

Fly agaric

Amanita muscaria is noted for its hallucinogenic properties, with its main psychoactive constituents being the compounds ibotenic acid and muscimol. The mushroom was used as an intoxicant and entheogen by the peoples of Siberia and has a religious significance in these cultures. There has been much speculation on possible traditional use of this mushroom as an intoxicant in other places such as the Middle East, Eurasia, North America, and Scandinavia.

Amanita muscaria was widely used as an entheogen by many of the indigenous peoples of Siberia. Its use was known among almost all of the Uralic-speaking peoples of western Siberia and the Paleosiberian-speaking peoples of the Russian Far East. There are only isolated reports of A. muscaria use among the Tungusic and Turkic peoples of central Siberia and it is believed that on the whole entheogenic use of A. muscaria was not practiced by these peoples. In western Siberia, the use of A. muscaria was restricted to shamans, who used it as an alternative method of achieving a trance state. (Normally, Siberian shamans achieve trance by prolonged drumming and dancing.) In eastern Siberia, A. muscaria was used by both shamans and laypeople alike and was used recreationally as well as religiously. In eastern Siberia, the shaman would take the mushrooms, and others would drink his urine. This urine, still containing psychoactive elements, may be more potent than the A. muscaria mushrooms with fewer negative effects such as sweating and twitching, suggesting that the initial user may act as a screening filter for other components in the mushroom.

The Koryak of eastern Siberia have a story about the fly agaric (wapaq) which enabled Big Raven to carry a whale to its home. In the story, the deity Vahiyinin (“Existence”) spat onto earth, and his spittle became the wapaq, and his saliva becomes the warts. After experiencing the power of the wapaq, Raven was so exhilarated that he told it to grow forever on earth so his children, the people, could learn from it. Among the Koryaks, one report said that the poor would consume the urine of the wealthy, who could afford to buy the mushrooms.

The wide range of psychoactive effects have been variously described as depressant, sedative-hypnotic, psychedelic, dissociative, and or deliriant; paradoxical effects such as stimulation may occur, however. Perceptual phenomena such as synesthesia, macropsia, and micropsia may occur; the latter two effects may occur simultaneously and or alternatingly as part of Alice in Wonderland syndrome, collectively known as dysmetropsia, along with related distortions pelopsia and teleopsia. Some users report lucid dreaming under the influence of its hypnotic effects. Unlike Psilocybe cubensis, A. muscaria cannot be commercially cultivated, due to its mycorrhizal relationship with the roots of pine trees

A fatal dose has been calculated as 15 caps.

Eat about 1 preferably dried (or fresh) mushroom or less to induce dreamlike visionary trance states. (Try microdosing first)


I find it strange that in Germany we have two differing state-funded aids:
psychiatry and drug rehabilitation clinics.
Both have very different approaches:

The detox hospitals say: “Do not drown your worries in alcohol! Do not take a drug every day to escape your problems! Everyone has a hard time, and we need to learn to deal with them without a chemical escape. Be drug-free so you can be healthy and happy!”

Psychiatry says: “Your feelings and thoughts are sick! You are deficient because you feel and think so! Take these medications for the rest of your life, so that you will be accepted so sedated by society! You will die 20 years earlier, but at least you’re “normal.” And if you do not want to get sedated, you’re even sicker than we thought! “

How damn confused these poor people must be in both systems.

(Elisabeth Friis Andersen)


Is the second coming of Jesus Christ meant more symbolically, as if in great parts of humanity a christ consciousness might be arising, fueled by newly found spirituality, the knowledge input overflow through the internet, and the arrival of over 30.000 masters on earth as a friend prophet of mine got the info from heavens?


The most prominent member of this group is Claviceps purpurea (“rye ergot fungus”). This fungus grows on rye and related plants and produces alkaloids that can cause ergotism in humans and other mammals who consume grains contaminated with its fruiting structure.

It has recently been convincingly demonstrated that ergot may have played a role in the ancient Greek Eleusinian mysteries.
Ergot (a fungal disease affecting rye) in the Middle Ages contaminated whole areas of ergotism if accidentally ground into rye flour. This mass poisoning was called “Antonius fire”.

The neurotropic activities of the ergot alkaloids may also cause hallucinations and attendant irrational behavior, convulsions, and even death.
Ergot extract has been used in pharmaceutical preparations, including ergot alkaloids in products such as Cafergot (containing caffeine and ergotamine or ergoline) to treat migraine headaches, and ergometrine used to induce uterine contractions and to control bleeding after childbirth.

Ergot does not contain lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) but instead contains lysergic acid as well as its precursor, ergotamine. Lysergic acid is a precursor for the synthesis of LSD. Their realized and hypothesized medicinal uses have encouraged intensive research since the 1950s culminating on the one hand in the development of drugs both legal (e.g., bromocriptine) and illegal (e.g., lysergic acid diethylamide= LSD), and on the other hand in extensive knowledge of the enzymes, genetics, and diversity of ergot alkaloid biosynthetic pathways.

Midwives and doctors have used extracts from ergots to hasten childbirth or to induce abortions for centuries and ergot was frequently used by midwives as “a childbed remedy”.

Ergots are drunk for psychoactive purposes as cold water extract. The dosage is very uncertain and dangerous! (try Microdosing)
If you’re anxious about the ergot, try LSD preparations, which is a synthetic derivate of the ergot and much more safe.
They can be obtained on the black market or the dark web. (you might want to try microdosing first)
It induces a trancelike visionary state with deep insights into the nature of reality.


Plants of the genus Ephedra, including E. sinica and others, have traditionally been used by indigenous people for a variety of medicinal purposes, including treatment of asthma, hay fever, and the common cold.
The alkaloids ephedrine and pseudoephedrine are active constituents of E. sinica and other members of the genus. These compounds are sympathomimetics with stimulant and decongestant qualities and are chemically substituted amphetamines.

Pollen of Ephedra spp. was found in the Shanidar IV burial site in Iraq, which led to the suggestion that its use as a medicinal plant dates to over 60,000 years ago. Paul B. Pettitt has stated that “[a] recent examination of the microfauna from the strata into which the grave was cut suggests that the pollen was deposited by the burrowing rodent Meriones persicus, which is common in the Shanidar microfauna and whose burrowing activity can be observed today”. It has been suggested that Ephedra may be the soma plant of Indo-Iranian religio.

If you ingest about 1 cup of herb tea or less (try microdosing first), you might feel energized and if you consume more, you might enter a trance-lik state, in which you enter the spirit world.


Traces of coca leaves found in northern Peru dates the communal chewing of coca with lime 8000 years back. Other evidence of coca traces have been found in mummies dating 3000 years back in northern Chile. Beginning with the Valdivian culture, circa 3000 BC, there is an unbroken record of coca leaf consumption by succeeding cultural groups on the coast of Ecuador until European arrival as shown in their ceramic sculpture and abundant caleros or lime pots.

The pharmacologically active ingredient of coca is the cocaine alkaloid, which is found in the amount of about 0.3 to 1.5%, averaging 0.8%, in fresh leaves. Besides cocaine, the coca leaf contains a number of other alkaloids, including methylecgonine cinnamate, benzoylecgonine, truxilline, hydroxytropacocaine, tropacocaine, ecgonine, cuscohygrine, dihydrocuscohygrine, nicotine, and hygrine.

When chewed, coca acts as a mild stimulant and suppresses hunger, thirst, pain, and fatigue.
It is also used in shamanic rituals as an offering/sacrifice to the spirits/god and to induce trance-like and visionary states.
Chew about 1 to 10 leaves one after another carefully until you feel the effect kick in and you enter the trance-like state.

Breadseed poppy

Papaver somniferum has a very long tradition of use. The use of Papaver somniferum started in the Neolithic. This long period of time allowed the development of a broad range of different forms.
Papaver somniferum was domesticated by the indigenous people of Western and Central Europe between 6000 and 3500 BC. However, it is believed that its origins may come from the Sumerian people, where the first use of opium was recognized.
Use of the opium poppy antedates written history. Images of opium poppies have been found in ancient Sumerian artifacts (circa 4000 BC). The making and use of opium was known to the ancient Minoans. Its sap was later named opion by the ancient Greeks, from where it gained its modern name of opium.

Opium was used for treating asthma, stomach illnesses, and bad eyesight.
Ancient Egyptian doctors would have their patients eat seeds from a poppy to relieve pain. Poppy seeds contain small quantities of both morphine and codeine, which are pain-relieving drugs that are still used today.

Poppy seeds from Papaver somniferum are an important food item and the source of poppyseed oil, an edible oil that has many uses.

Opium poppy has been used since ancient times for pain relief. In the Middle Ages, the resulting opium was also used as part of so-called sleep sponges for anesthesia in surgical operations. Morphine is used for pain relief in severe pain, such as tumors, as well as chronic pain of various origins, but also used as am inebriation drug. In the case of an overdose of morphine death (lethal dose) sets in through respiratory depression. Codeine has only one-sixth to one-twelfth of the analgesic efficacy of morphine and is used as an antitussive in severe irritable cough. Noscapine and narceine are not analgesic and have an antitussive effect like codeine, but it is weaker. Furthermore, unlike morphine, noscapine and narceine are mildly respiratory and bronchodilator. Papaverine is used in convulsions of the stomach, gall bladder, intestine, and urinary tract and also in renal colic. Opium tincture was formerly often prescribed for gastrointestinal spasms, diarrhea, and emotional distress, but because of its addictive effects, it is barely today. The contained Benzylisochinolinalkaloide (eg Papaverin) can be used also as Spasmolytikum.

Ingesting about 1 to 2 cups of the plant (leaves, flowers etc.) tea or less (try microdosing first), induces a visionary and dreamlike state of mind and should be best used in nature.


Is an enlightened one allowed or supposed to engage in politics and spirituality?

It seems as if politics and spirituality are both hindrances to true awakening. The yogi becomes enlightened when he drops the content of not only the human side of things but all facets related to it, including politics and spirituality.

But if a yogi dropped the content of not only the human side of things but all facets related to it, including politics and spirituality and became enlightened, a lot of them play what is called the guru game. A truly awakened one understands that most, if not all, of his followers will never attain an awakened state so they give them practices like mantras, mudras, asanas, meditations and so on to placate their desire for awakening, which is another chink in the armor, so to speak, since the desire to become enlightened is yet another hindrance to attainment.
But isn’t enlightenment part of spirituality or the other way around, spirituality part of enlightenment?

Regarding political activism of enlightened ones, maybe they should engage in politics since they could also be the objective of repression even torture and death when you look at the current uprising of fascism. Methinks even if you are totally detached from suffering or reality or whatever, you should also acknowledge the fact that me thinks, ending of suffering is a goal of enlightenment, as seen in the awakened Buddha, and so the ending of possibly changeable outer circumstances should also be considered by enlightened ones as a goal.


Coffee has an initially calming effect. In older people, coffee combats the drop in respiratory rate when falling asleep, which can improve their sleep quality.

The regular consumption of three, four or more cups of coffee has a positive influence on numerous organs and bodily functions. In some diseases, coffee even appears to have a marked preventive or protective effect. Basically, therefore, for most medical reasons, coffee does not have to be dispensed with. In individual cases, you should consult with a doctor again. In particular, this applies to women in pregnancy. The caffeine in coffee is also associated with a slowing of fetal growth and an increased risk of lower birth weight.

As the caffeine in coffee promotes the ability to concentrate, eg. used for ADHD treatment methylphenidate. However, as the amount of coffee consumed increases, the opposite effect occurs, and the symptoms of caffeine include concentration disorders and hyperactivity. The mechanism of this effect has not yet been sufficiently clarified.

The coffee inebriation consumed in about 1 cup or more, can lead to heightened awareness, perception and sensitivity.


Belladonna has been used in herbal medicine for centuries as a pain reliever, muscle relaxer, and anti-inflammatory, and to treat menstrual problems, peptic ulcer disease, histaminic reaction, and motion sickness.

Belladonna can induce out-of-body experiences, a heightened sense of awareness, and enhance sexual, mystical and lucid dreaming experiences often in combination with other psychoactive plants.

Historically, the plant was an important, active ingredient in witches’ flying ointments: complex, transdermally-absorbed hallucinogens with a fatty or oily base, which caused a deathlike trance in which vivid hallucinations of flight and bacchanalian carousal were experienced

Consuming about 1 to 3 cherries or less (try microdosing first), can give you intense dreams and a feeling of power and is best experienced in nature.

angels trumpet

Brugmansia have traditionally been used in many South American indigenous cultures in medical preparations and as an entheogen in religious or spiritual ceremonies. Medicinally, they have mostly been used externally as part of a poultice, tincture, ointment, or where the leaves are directly applied transdermally to the skin. Traditional external uses have included the treating of aches and pains, dermatitis, orchitis, arthritis, rheumatism, headaches, infections, and as an anti-inflammatory. They have been used internally much more rarely due to the inherent dangers of ingestion. Internal uses, in highly diluted preparations, and often as a portion of a larger mix, have included treatments for stomach and muscle ailments, as a decongestant, to induce vomiting, to expel worms and parasites, and as a sedative.

Several South American cultures have used Brugmansia as a treatment for unruly children, that they might be admonished directly by their ancestors in the spirit world, and thereby become more compliant. Mixed with maize beer and tobacco leaves, it has been used to drug wives and slaves before they were buried alive with their dead lord.

To induce a visionary trance state drink about 1 cup of the plant (flowers and leaves) tea or less (try microdosing first), where it leads you into the spirit world and is best experienced in nature.

Future Medicine

For clogged arteries

You could put something like a tiny tunnel drilling machine at the end of a flexible endoscope and scrub and grind the concretions of the wands of arteries.

For caries

You could find an enzyme produced by genetically manipulated cells, that binds to specifically chemically altered and specifically chemically newly composed enamel molecules and sections of the, through caries bacteria chemically altered and destroyed, dental enamel molecules. After applying and the enzymes sectioning of the destroyed dental enamel, you could simply flush it away and apply some dental filling (maybe artificial dental enamel).

For comminuted fractures

Somehow stabilize the comminuted bone fractured limb in an inflatable cushion form, and with injecting some of the new organic tissue gluing glue in the bone space, let it heal and bind the comminuted bone fractures. After the bone healing, you could, with an operation, smooth the wands of the bone/glue conglomerate, if some fractured pieces are scrubbing against the muscles.

For gallbladder stones

You could use the same ultrasound apparatus as with kidney stones, just turn around the patient towards the ultrasound shooting probe or shoot the ultrasound from above.

hair loss

1st day: Grind a potato and apply it on the scalp.
2nd day: Apply some ashes on the scalp.
3rd day: Grind a red onion and apply it on the scalp.
4th day: Apply the broth of cooked stinging nettles on the scalp.
5th day: Apply some coconut oil on your hair.
(Drink a tea of dried young branch beech bark each day for blood cleansing)
(Always wash your hair with organic soap before application)
(Don’t dry with hot hair-dryer air)
Repeat until you “feel better”.


The whole budding herb can be applied at loss of appetite, light cramps in the digestive system, disturbances in digestion and troubles in menstruation.
Outer application with infectious Skin diseases, for wound healing and particularly for hip baths at psychovegetative, caused painful cramps in the lesser pelvis of women.


Leaves tea helps with nervous restlessness, tightness, irritability or anxiety and with it connected insomnia, back pains and tensions or heart troubles or stomach-bowel troubles, further it helps with depressive irritability, hysteria or asthma.
It helps for lowering blood pressure too.
No side effects are known.


The herb has a wide antibiotic effect spectrum with immune stimulating properties.
The herb tea helps with infections of the urinary tract and catarrhs of the upper respiratory system.
Externally applied it helps with blood circulation on muscle pain and contusions.
Bacteria don’t build up a resistance against nasturtium.


Antibacterial, blood cleansing, stops inflammation, urinary driving, cramp relieving, pain relieving, sweat driving.
The widest known application of arnica is, two hands full of arnica soaked about two months in 1 liter (2 pints) disinfection alcohol and left in it, as a disinfection and healing agent, when the alcohol is poured on or applied with a cloth on open wounds.

horror trip


Drink a cold beer, cold Coca-Cola, cold orange or lemon juice or cold sparkling mineral water.
Lay down flat on your stomach preferably on the floor with a carpet.

LSD and mushrooms:

Drink some cold coca-cola, cold beer or cold sparkling mineral water.

For all:

Go out on fresh air.
Take showers or baths with warm or fresh water, depending on what your body desires and what feels best at the moment.
Drink a cold coca cola.
Talk to positive friends, hug them or let them touch you.
Avoid situations with sexual tensions or sex at all.
Make a tobacco sacrifice in the direction you feel is the emergency.
Sprinkle some water in the direction you feel is the emergency.
Light some incense and candles and smoke a ciggie or CBD-hemp.

infections tea

This recipee contains the following:

Lemon-scented tea tree leaves (Leptospermum petersonii folium) (1 portion)
Peppermint (Mentha piperita) (1 portion)
Chamomile (Matricaria chamomilla) (1 portion)
Lime-tree blossom (Tilia platyphyllos) (2 portions)
Nasturtium (Tropaeoli herba) (10 portions)
Purple coneflower herb and root (Echinaceae purpureae herba et radix) (each 1 portion)
Nimtree leaves (Azadirachta indica folium) (2 portions)
Common mallow (Malva sylvestris) (1 portion)
Garden angelica root (Angelica archangelica radix) (3 portions)
Stinging nettle (Urtica dioica) (2 portions)
(the portions resemble parts of the whole amount of mixed tea)

Drink that tea 3 better 5 times a day when you’re having infections of your respiratory system, infections of your urinary tract or other infections.

krautertee_bronchialtee_Bronchial Tea

This recipee contains the following:

Horehound Herb (Marubii herba) (2 portions)
Pimpinella root (Pimpinellae radix) (1 Portion)
Bitter Fennel (Foeniculi amri fructus) (1 portion)
Eucalyptus leaves (Eucalypti folium) (1 portion)
Nasturtium (Tropaeoli herba) (10 portions)
Myrtle leaves (Myrti folium) (1 portion)
Purple coneflower herb and root (Echinaceae purpureae herba et radix) (each 1 portion)
Pansy herb (Violae tricoloris herba) (2 portions)
Thyme (Thymi herba) (1 portion)
Garden angelica root (Angelica archangelica radix) (3 portions)
Peppermint (Mentha piperita) (1 portion)
(the portions resemble parts of the whole amount of mixed tea)

Drink that tea 3 better 5 times a day when you’re having bronchial troubles such as (catarrh of the) bronchitis or other forms of infection of your respiratory system.

Masala Chai

There is no set recipe or Masala Chai preparation method, many Indian families have their own recipe. The basic components of any masala chai preparation are strong black tea, whose taste is not completely masked by the various spices, as well as sugar and milk. There are spices added in the cooking tea such as cardamom, cinnamon, ginger, peppercorns, Indian bay leaves, cloves, and nutmeg.
So you can actually experiment with the ingredients and put together your personal taste Masala Chai, which is very strengthening.

Talking World

The spiritualist shamans and possibly “psychos” perception/impression, that sometimes the whole world is talking to them, showing itself  in even animals, or plants, and in extreme cases walls and e.g. tv-set are talking to them, could possibly be of the circumstance that in the case of living beings, as animals and plants, them having souls/spirits, and in the case of unanimated objects spirits are assigned to such objects, because as you might have experienced on some psychedelic “trip”, unanimated objects are just vibrating as some kind of energy.
But when it comes to such entities as the sun or the earth, believed by some to be living entities, talking to us, one might really get the impression, that the sun and the earth are living beings, when they are talking them seeming to have a persona, and not just attached with spirits.


Freedom actually means that you are capable of living your life according to your free will, that including such things as to do good acts as well as “evil” acts, according to your free will. But is there actually existing a free will comparing it to maybe random numbers falling into Gaus’ normal distribution? How can you actually prove that random numbers don’t follow a pattern given by higher intelligence, despite Gauss’ normal distribution, or that you have free will and not follow a “cosmic” plan? (compare: Isaiah 45:7 “I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.”)
So now the Nagualists follow a goal of total freedom in following the Eagles (spirit) plan impeccably, but also bending the Eagles will and actually doing what they like, refusing alien energy, and not interacting too much with the world, and at the end defeating death and becoming in this act energy beings, that live millions of years kinda autonomously of their own energy and don’t take of the universes infinite energy.
Is that kind of a total detachment (not interacting with the world and refusing alien energy, though actually everything’s somehow connected if you want it or not) or total freedom or free will if they bend the Eagles will or is that also the Eagles will.
So their goal is total freedom which ends in being an energy being, and at the total end dissolve because out of lack of energy. But if according to Nagualism an average human being dissolves anyway at death and is eaten by the eagle and has also free will, what difference does it make how you live, and maybe all the other spiritualists are right that you’re an infinite and eternal soul/spirit that acts according to its karma?


Channeling can go both directions, up which resembles an out of body experience, and down which resembles an energy channeling into your body and/or the world/ earth around you.
You might want to try the channeling techniques during the “My way of Meditation…”-meditation (which is described on my site) because it gives you some kind of security experiencing extreme states of consciousness.
First the easier technique of channeling down (energy channeling):
In the prayer, to the angels, you can state your wish and ask them helping you trying to channel energy into your body and/or the world/earth. After the prayer and calming your mind, visualize a channel opening from heavens down to your crown chakra and ask God to send some healing energy for you and the world/earth, guide that energy into your body and through your chakras into the world and through your root chakra into the earth.
Second is the channeling up (oobe) which you might not want to try with other techniques such as channeling down, because you might get confused, and it is also very difficult to perform:
State your wish in your prayers to the angels and after calming down your mind, visualize a bigger channel opening up above your head, big enough to “climb/fly” through. Now ask your angels if they might want to help you leave your body and “climbing”, if your “shy” about it, or “flying” through the channel into astral realms, and also help coming back into your body.


If you want to heal your Karma and try to activate your chakras in order to get somehow “enlightened” (Baba Ram Dass says, that sometimes it takes mor then one lifetime to get really enlightened) you might try a Kundalini Meditation which is described as follows:

You might wanna try “My way of Meditatio…” (which is described on the “spiritualized ‘psychos'”, “spirituality” and “spiritualized medicine” pages of my blog site), but leave out the parts with the “psychedelics” and the part with “good vibes music”, and try the meditation sober and in total silence.

When it comes to the prayer to your angels part, ask the angels in the prayer to help activate your chakras and put some light according to the colors of the rainbow into your chakras and guide you further through the meditation process.
Also, you should use the following breathing technique (circular breath):
Breathe deep through your nose and visualize guiding the breath from your nose to your third eye on your forehead further to your crown chakra and then down your spine in your back along the chakras in your spine down onto and into your base chakra, and then breathe out softly, guiding your breathe from the base chakra in front of your body along your main chakras to and out your mouth.
Repeat that as often as it “feels” good.
You also should have had some “psychedelic” experience, maybe with the Mazatek Velada (described on my “spiritualized ‘psychos'” and “spiritualized medicine” pages of my blog site), and accompany your meditation trys, with studying of holy scriptures to also prepare, repair and heal your mind, so that you are prepared and don’t get overwhelmed by the experiences of a Kundalini awakening, because a Kundalini awakening might be accompanied by extreme experiences of visions and maybe out of body experiences or other extreme experiences (e.g. NDE).
So the Kundalini Meditation somehow is the “Rolls Royce” of meditations and highly energetic and so after the meditation, you might maybe want to smoke a ciggie or drink a valerian root tea for calming and coming down.
(Of course, the Meditation possibly won’t enlighten you the very first time!)


If you feel sick or “dirty” in your main chakra system (see spirituality page of my blog site), it may not be even in your main chakras but possibly also in your side-chakras, you can conduct the following little chakra cleansing ritual:

You may be sitting, lying or even standing, that is not too important, but you should be in a relaxed state of mind.
Now form a “claw” with your hand as if you were holding a ball. Preferably start with your base chakra. Move that “claw” counterclockwise (“being the chakra the clock”) in front of the chakra to be cleansed and visualize the “sick” or “dark” energy being sucked into that “claw”. If you feel the chakra being cleansed throw that bad energy into the universe and let the universe get the rest of the job done.
Finally, now you should “heal” or fill your chakras with light. Form a flat hand and move your flat hand clockwise (“being the chakra the clock”) in front of the cleansed chakra and visualize light and the to it belonging color according to the rainbow chakra system channeling from your crown chakra through your spine, arm and hand, floating and filling your cleansed chakra.
Possibly repeat that with all main chakras and maybe with all side chakras.
(Smoke a ciggie afterward 😉 )


If you feel as if pieces of your soul have been ripped out or that you lost your little soul (child self) due to accidents or other traumatic incidents, and therefore are feeling sick or disoriented or frightened or somehow otherwise disabled by it, I recommend a soul retrieval.
If you lost your “big soul” (higher self or astral self) immediate action should be taken in retrieving it, because according to Peruvian shamans this can be a life-endangering situation.
A soul retrieval is best performed by a chosen in its community known shaman, healer or witch, but if you have no access to a shaman you can try and conduct a soul retrieval by yourself as described as follows:

On my spirituality and spiritualized “psychos” blog-site pages there’s a meditation technique called “My way of Meditation…” which you can perform with a slight variation:
If you say the prayer to your guardian angel, tell it in the prayer that you want to restore your soul or to find your little or your big soul again. Then revisit the situation where you know or felt the incident happened in your mind by visualizing the situation. If you can’t think of that situation if you’ve forgotten or don’t know exactly where or when it happened, empty your mind and wait for the angels to give you the picture/vision of that situation. Now breathe in (“the situation”) the pieces of your soul or ask your angel to get the lost pieces in order to fix you and breathe out the hurt, pain and bad energies. Repeat that as long as necessary. If you feel better and done, slowly come to an end of the meditation and say praise and thanks to your angels and dear god.
Maybe drink something you like most (maybe not alcoholic beverages) and try to sleep a little.
(Healer search site: https://ivh.stiftung-auswege.de/english.html)


I read somewhere that psychiatrists knowledge initially derived from occult sciences. This shows itself especially in the choosing of the word “schizophrenia” for expanded states of consciousness, which means as far as I know “split of soul”, which in turn can be compared to the Peruvian shamanist view of a state of “lost little soul”, where  the patients lost their “little soul” because of accidents or other traumatic incidents. The psychiatrists in the former USSR called “schizophrenia” also the shaman’s disease.
Are so-called “schizophrenics” then shamans or witches who lost their “little soul” and are going, due to their powers, into other realities and search for their “little soul” and because of the combination of their “little soul” being lost and going into other realities are becoming a little “disoriented”?
Did the psychiatrists know of such, because of their connection to occultism, and the occultists inheriting such wisdom from witches, because the witches had to hide from the church (occult meaning hidden), but it was forgotten or not conveyed how to repair such a situation.


Tobacco if smoked, eaten pieces of the leave or sniffed in form of snuff, helps the spirit and the soul to heal and elevate and can induce in stronger forms (Nicotiana Rustica e.g.) spiritual consciousness states.
It can also be used in rituals as a tobacco sacrifice to heal and defend against bad influences and as a fertility aid.
(It shouldn’t be smoked while you have a lung disease (e.g. Bronchitis), because it can cronify such diseases)

spirit healer

Try to overcome unnatural fear of your true self and the obstacles which hinder your spiritual path, and walk the way of love.
If there is a massive intuitive fearful hindering force, don’t try to ram that wall with your head.
Natural intuitional fear is a good guide, don’t try to destroy that!
Open up and connect with nature and the universe and let its energy and force flow through you, but don’t forget to ground yourself by putting your root/s into the earth, and let it flow from above to below and receive some healing peace from earth, that you don’t get swept away, and also heal mother earth.
Pray and meditate.
Listen to your heart and intuition but never forget to think.
If you feel that spirits or the spirit or someone is seeking for help, try to follow that urge to help other than there might be a massive hindering force, don’t try to ram that wall with your head.
In love, you can heal the spirits that come seeking you.
Make friends with them and pray for them and teach them to pray and turn to their guardian angel.
Maybe now you can heal by making little sacred ceremonies with prayers and smudging and it that connection by opening up to the other side and putting your hands, following your intuition and feelings, on the patient and act as a channel for the healing energy and vibes of  mother nature, the universe, the spirit of the angels, the holy spirit and god.
With your hands, you can also resolve bad energy and energy blocks using your intuition and feeling.
You can also enter the sick person with your spirit/mind or let its spirit enter you and resolve energy blocks and bad energy.
Or like shamans resolve energy blocks by sucking bad energy out of them with a cigarette or with your mouth and replace it with positive energy.
Release the bad energy out of you, either through your mouth or your root/s and put some light in you and the patient.
To help against black magic attacks and to help heal spirits and people, you can  also sprinkle some water in your house or on the patients/spirits in the direction where you feel it is needed, this also applies for tobacco sacrifices, where it also acts as a gift to the all-and-all, and a fertility aid.


-Love and talk to/with these entities and discuss in a peaceful way, why they are bothering you and if they could stop with that.
-If they are evil and still torture you just for the fun of it, and won’t stop, you could take are more aggressive stance and forcefully shout at them to leave or grip them with your hands and tear them apart
-If these approaches didn’t help, you can talk/pray to your personal guardian angel/s and ask them to help/guide you driving them away
-Ask Jesus, or some or all the other avatars like Shiva or Buddha or Mohammed or King David etc…, for help to fight your enemy
-Last but not least thing you can do is, ask God to stop the situation if it is too much for you
(If the spiritual forces won’t help you, it maybe is an indicator for you, that they maybe want you to find out, how you can help yourself)

-Eat and spill some salt around you.
-Wear black clothes
-Make a tobacco sacrifice in the direction you feel is the emergency.
-Sprinkle some water in the direction you feel is the emergency.
-Drink a cold beer, cold coca cola or cold mineral water.
-Shower or take a bath with warm or fresh water, depending on what your body desires and what feels best at the moment.
-Light some incense and candles and smoke a ciggie or CBD-hemp.
-A prayer.
-A good protection necklace ideally would be a silver cross with turquoise stones!


You should only conduct Healing Veladas for other people if you did the same for yourself and are experienced and have some kind of empathic skills or aura vision or other insights into the spirit-world. Chosen shamans should do a Velada for themselves only once a year at their birthday


~You should have some kind of altar, maybe some table or cupboard, with references to your deity or your spiritual master or your spiritual guide, maybe a statue of an angel or crosses or buddhas or statue of Krishna or an eye of god or something else that represents your kind of spirituality. This is also important later to put the offerings for the deity and the incense materials and flowers, the water and the mushrooms on.
~Of course you should acquire the most important for the ceremony the Ninos Santos (Holy Mushrooms (psilocybin/psilocin)), preferably fresh ones.
Either you collect them yourself
(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushroom )
if they grow in your region,
or you grow them in a grow box which can be obtained here:
~(Maybe a prayerbook)
~(Maybe a source for music, maybe from a pc/laptop or a stereo system)
~Buy fruits and little cookies or cakes that will serve as offerings for the deity
~Buy flowers as decoration for your altar and offerings to the deity and maybe will be used in the ceremony as a tool
~You need incense preferably copal or frankincense (of course a vessel where you smudge it, with the help of special smudging coal, in)
~You need candles
~You need a bucket where the sick person can throw up “the bad energies”/”sickness” into
~A bowl with fresh water
~A bed or a mattress with a blanket
~A lighter or better matches
~cold coca-cola or cooked coffee
~Preferably cocoa beans or hot chocolate

Preparations for the shaman conducting the ceremony:

~refrain from sex a few days before until the ceremony
~stay in nature for a few hours daily a week before until the Velada to collect strength
~eat (meat) before the ceremony for strength
~Never have sex when consuming mushrooms
~Sleep well before a Velada, because the Velada should take place in the evening and can last up to 8 hours

Preparations for the Patient:

~refrain from sex a few days before until the ceremony
~fast a little shortly before the ceremony
~Never have sex when consuming mushrooms
~Sleep well before a Velada because the Velada should take place in the evening and can last up to 8 hours and it is not advised sleeping during a Viaje
~Don’t take meds the day of the Velada only if they are necessary for your survival

Conducting the Velada:

Prepare your altar by arranging  the flowers, preferably in a vase, put the Ninos Santos on the altar, preferably on some (banana) leaves, put the fruits and the cake/cookies on the altar, on a plate, put the bowl of water on the altar, put the cigarettes on the altar, put the cocoa beans or the hot chocolate on the altar, put the candles in candleholders on the altar and of course the vessel with the smudging coal and the copal/frankincense. Arrange everything beautifully.
Bless the altar with the Velada elements and ask your God or your spiritual guide/role model, maybe with a prayer, to do the same!

Veladas shouldn’t be held in too hot or too cold weather, so if there’s no way around, in summer tilt the windows and in winter turn on the heating, so that it is cozy and comfortable.
The Velada should start at about 7 o’clock pm (19.00 o’clock) and ideally last until midnight, and if it is not already dark, you should put down the shades, because the dark room shall support the visions the patient and/or the shaman gets.
Patient and shaman should never be on a Viaje at the same time!

Lead the patient into the room and advise him to sit on the bed/mattress. Put the bucket for throwing up next to the bed.
Light the candles and put out the electric light.
Light the smudging coal and start to smudge with copal or frankincense, put the smudging vessel and the Ninos near the patient. Say a prayer to God aloud and “smudge” the Ninos over the smoke. Talk aloud to the Ninos and ask them to heal the patient’s sickness, by a little prayer and telling them the patients sickness.
Now tell the patient to “smudge” him/herself by taking the smoke with the hands and spreading it over the head and upper body, the shaman should do the same.
Now give the patients a cocoa bean to eat or a little hot chocolate to drink (paying the entrance) and give the patient one preferably fresh Mushroom after another. Tell the patient to eat slowly and to chew very well. Ask the patient to tell you when the effects start to show up and stop giving mushrooms when the Viaje begins.
Give the patient another two cocoa beans or more hot chocolate to drink.
Say a prayer aloud and if you find it acceptable play some “Love” music (not sexual preferably meditation music) on your equipment or sing or make music some other how during phases (when you feel the urge) of the Velada.
Now tell the patient to lay down on the bed and cover him with the blanket, put out the candles (for better visions of both) and sit near the patient.
The shaman should now listen to the spirits, angels and/or god and/or watch the patients aura and/or “Feel” what’s going on to take care of difficult situations and tell also the patient to alarm you of difficult situations because maybe they’re too subtle to recognize.
Now let the patient have his Viaje and only disturb if you feel an urge to, or get the information about problems otherwise.
If a problem arises light the candles and talk with the patient and ask the otherworld for instructions to help (you might get the info in visions or voices or feelings).
If the patient has to throw up the “sickness”/”bad energy” support his struggle in a positive way by holding his head with your hand on the forehead.
If the Viaje is too dangerous or too intense (massive horror visions) to continue to give the patient coca-cola or sweet coffee to drink to abort the Viaje.
But if you fixed the problem you can sing a little song or make music or say a prayer and put out the candles.
Near the end (about 4 to 5 hours) light the candles, say a prayer, light a cigarette and suck with the cigarette the sickness out of the body of the patient and blow some of your cigarettes “holy” smoke on the patient. Offer the patient a cigarette and if he/she accepts it, smoke your cigarette together with the patient, otherwise smoke alone. Now sprinkle a little of the water on the patients head and body and if you get the information somehow, you can baptize in the name of a holy saint (maybe John the baptizer) with putting water in to the calyx of a flower and say a prayer and baptize him/her with the water from the flower calyx in the name of the saint and welcome him/her to the Mazatek Mushroom Church.
Now you both are allowed to eat a little of the offered cakes/cookies of the offerings.
Last but not least offer the patient coca-cola or sweet coffee with cinnamon in it for finally coming down.
Let the patient sleep in the bed!
On the next day you can bury the offerings (not the flowers) in the earth as a final offer to the Gods and Mother Earth and talk and discuss the visions of the Velada and aks the “other side” or your personal knowledge for further instructions for healing (you might get visions or voices), maybe in form of herbs or other means.
“Be there” for the patient also a few days after the Velada and listen to his worries.


As far as I understand quantum entanglement, you initially have two quants separated by space which through an unknown principle entangle, and when measured have opposite properties like spin but don’t get dissolved of some kind and lose existence one or the other (so actually it is some kind of info transfer).
Now if you look at from scientists proposed experiment of taking a third quant, that through the mediation from the first quant onto the second quant “beams” his info onto the second quant, why should that third quant loose its existence, when it simply just transfers the info on the second quant, through mediation from the first, which is actually only double quantum entanglement, and in a simple quantum entanglement none of both quants loses its existence status!
It is actually a duplication!
Am I not getting the principle of quantum entanglement or are some scientist being irrational?
Even if you force somehow the info between the quanta and the third quant loses its existence why not the first one and just simply the second quant survives, though it’s just (forceful) info transfer!
Is also the mass and energy transferred, then the second quant maybe should have the double or triple energy and mass, because energy can’t be destroyed through transfer and should somehow manifest in the last quant.
But if mass gets destroyed during quantum entanglement we maybe should observe it also naturally in some other daily objects like maybe muscle or nerve quanta and them losing mass through involuntary and random quantum entanglement and so if you also consider everything being a wave and “splitting” into multiple parallel universes, maybe the initial universe also should dissolve through loss of mass or energy.
I think quantum entanglement of two quanta through the mediation of a third is more of a duplication.
So if through the actual techniques of forced entanglement the initial quant has to be destroyed and can’t be saved, then the used technique for such a forced entanglement is vain, like maybe the actual techniques of producing energy in which the earth is destroyed by a) in the process of extraction of the resources and b) the waste of the energy producing process.
Maybe they should then search for a more “soft” technique of quantum entanglement!


My teacher explained to me, that in order to prove scientific theories with experiments, you actually would have to lead the exact same experiments ad infinitum to prove that the outcome of the experiments are always the same ad infinitum and confirms the theory.
Because you can never know or prove that the laws of the physical nature of the universe don’t somehow change by accident or improbability some time, or that some omnipotent being changes the nature of the laws of the universe somehow.
But would we actually notice the change, or would also our nature of consciousness change so that we would be like, if we wouldn’t be “aware” or “conscious” (some kind of enlightened), awakening in an unaware conscious state in a total different reality and just “live with it” and never know that we actually lived in another reality?
Is it even possible that we live in a reality that is in another reality or that our reality encompasses even within human beings another reality?

gothic-Space brothers and sisters

My shamaness in Huautla told me that our space brothers and sisters are watching us and protecting us because we are a young people, I also saw them two times and a friend of mine saw them on a mushroom trip in Franconia. Sometimes they put down their disguise shields so we can see them, or if you want to see them anyway maybe try some holy mushrooms and look into the sky.
I sometimes think they would even shoot down ICBM’s if some crazy looney would start a nuclear war, but allowed the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombs as a future reminder for humanity to remember the devastating destruction power and body count.

dead-trees-Broken system

What the fuck is wrong with humanity?

Since the beginning of human settledness about 50% of all forests have been stripped of this planet and every year the deforestation takes a tall of 130.000 km^2 of forests at the moment by humans.

The rate of extinction of earths flora and fauna since the settledness of humanity exceeds 1000 to 10.000 fold, compared to a natural extinction, and the world loses about 380 animal and plant species EVERY DAY! according to scientists through human influence!

According to the UN World Food Program, around 795 million people around the world are starving (as of 2015), about one in nine (11%). Every year about 8.8 million people die of hunger.

In 2001, according to the World Bank, 21% of the world’s population had less than $ 1, and 50% less than $ 2 in local purchasing power per day, and were considered extremely poor.

10 % of the richest people on earth owned about 85,2% of the whole wealth/assets on earth in the year 2000 with its figures rising.

There have been about 600 known major war conflicts since the beginning of the historical recording, with rising figures in modern times.
In the 20th century, about 100-185 million people died from wars.

And money crimes, rape, murder, human trafficking and brutalization of humanity in unimagined extent.
(e.g.: https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tötungsrate_nach_Ländern)

Not to forget the worldwide weapon rearmament of conventional weapons and weapons of mass destruction (e.g. nuclear weapons)!

Though the masters visit the earth every now and then and remind humanity to take care of each other and the world, they simply give a fuck!
Humanity still indulges in this fucked up broken as an intended system and wanks on consumerism, exploitation, killing, and humiliation of each other.

dreamland-heavenly love

Is maybe the power of love so pure and overwhelming and can’t be compared to dark power over people that it will overcome the yin – yang – Tao principle and install a pure light love multiverse, maybe compared to the struggle/war universe paradigm where actually the daily struggle can be beautiful and joyful and be a form of love, like seen in the joy of running. Like compared to nde’ers insights and the Lord’s prayer, that heaven is pure love and Jesus saying “thy will be done as in heaven so on earth”?

nazi psychiatry

Psychiatry either doesn’t want to learn from evident or proven facts, or the professors won’t give proper information to the students, or if they do all the psychiatrists seem to ignore them.
One may ask like also Robert Whittaker surmised a psychiatrist guild interest behind it, is there a maybe darker agenda behind it?
Like the system upholding their status quo by drugging and even killing their “crazy” (“enlightened”) prophets, healers, seers, and what do I know.

Some examples:

~There were tests/studies on regular “normal” people taking Haldol in the ’80s, and them reporting having the feeling of their souls being dissolved by the drug (the psychiatrists ignore that).
Now considering my own experiences with other neuroleptics, and the theory of feelings and perceptions, even if not confirmed by reductionist science, being possible as of another reality, supported by quantum physics, even as a supposed “psycho”, I had experienced being lead to death and my soul dissolving by the drugs.
This experience and other experiences of total annihilation caused by the drugs was accompanied by an overwhelming and horrifying feeling and knowing of maybe never existing again or that the angels would have to work really hard to restore my soul.
One may ask, since i also had the impression that some or maybe all psychiatrists, have some kind of sixth sense or maybe somehow trained expanded perceptions, that they are either evil people that arbitrary “play” with their patients and test the drugs, or test God to see his power and entice him to show himself and maybe even try to destroy dear god or aspects of it, because they can’t handle such aspects or are afraid of them or follow some fascist agenda of the “DIN-Norm” (robot/master race) human.
I also saw this kind of behavior lately on social media emerging, and call such people “hunters”.

~The neuroleptics can also have the adverse effect of enforcing alternate states of consciousness, as I experienced my first-time travell on Haldol, and the info about such “side effects” found in the leaflet containing information for the user which accompanies the medicinal product (the psychiatrists ignore that).

~The neuroleptics not only blocking also sometimes multiple receptors in all body nerves but even blocking the mitochondria (the motors/power plant) of all body cells and with this effects blocking a natural working, living and joyful life (the psychiatrists ignore that).
I experienced that also at the beginning of my “psycho career”, not being able to walk long distances, and “knew” it was from the “meds” but psychiatrists lead me to mistrust myself and believing their distorted and twisted worldview.
Even the psychiatrist can’t say that they are blind and not see our struggling with the meds but sending us to “industrial work therapy” and hard physical and mental work though we are totally blocked.
One of my fellow patients asked once commonly “Do they want to burn us?”
And after all my experiences and the knowledge of (most of) the psychiatrists having expanded perception, and them being arbitrary hunters and knowing of one psychiatry professor being a Freemason, I can wholeheartedly say, yes.

~The psychiatrists an staff torturing us and with it trying to “teach” us lessons/punishing us in conforming to their (fascist and trending) ideal of the “DIN-Norm” (robot/master race) human, by restraining beds/jackets/”medication” and isolation rooms, reported by a lot of fellow sufferers and experienced also by me.

~Experimenting with their drugs and their ideal of the “DIN-Norm” (robot/master race) human until they find the “right” drugs and their (fascist and trending) ideal of the “DIN-Norm” (robot/master race) human, like i experienced the docs supporting and rewarding especially compliant patients and punishing noncompliant patients, especially if they see patients fleeing the wards (them having an intuition/foreseeing of the horror of the psychiatry system) and hunting them down with fantasized risk of harm to themselves or others and then coercing them by court order or psychological pressure to take the psychiatrist poison.
If they knew what drugs would do or which one works they would know which one to prescribe and not experimenting, like maybe physicians prescribing an antibiotic for bacterial infections.

~Neuroleptics shortening the average lifespan by about 20 years and causing brain-shrinkage/damage and changing in brain chemistry, that may lead to unexpected or violent behavior (the psychiatrists ignore that) in patients and the “doctors” interpreting that as “symptoms” and force-feeding more psychopharmaka.

~The psychiatrist staff (especially nurses) giving a fuck about the patients and mostly sitting in their “bunker” and chit chatting and drinking coffee and writing down “strange” behaviour of the patients, if they notice it, and so, and especially with their forceful support, also in restraining and punishing patients also with other methods (e.g. downers (“meds”)), partaking in the fascistoid psychiatrist system!

~Lately also drugging children, which have no known psychological strains, but maybe having human experiences, or like shamans say, being chosen to have extraordinary experiences.

~Excusing their disease paradigm and their evil pill and torture psychiatry with the pressure of suffering of some of the patients and thus forcing it an all patients willing or not, though alternative worldviews of such conditions and alternative handling of such expanded states of consciousness existed since long times and are also newly developed (see e.g. Open Dialogue or shamanic etc. systems)

mobile-phone-interference pattern

If a photon can be a particle and somehow changes its status to waveform in the double slit experiment, and the photon is a wave at the same time, then when the peaks and the throbs  in the interference pattern of the waveform in the double slit experiment cancel each other out, does the photon actually still exists? Where does the photon go or exist? Does it “sleep”? Does actually anything exist? Is everything a dream?


Can the power over people be compared with the power of love? Are these the two sides of a coin? Like power over people is very tempting and egoistic and easily abused, while the power of love is very altruistic and giving and can be unconditional. Where does abuse come into play and can a negative power also include something positive? AND, can a positive power include also something negative?