In the closed ward of our psychiatry in the smoking room, one of the fellow patients sat beside me one night and showed me his empty palm. Then my fellow patient with this empty and open palm touched my arm and has materialized a cigarillo where previously was none and he has then smoked it.

So much for the rational world of psychiatrists!


Terence Mckenna: “The western mind and society is a house of cards and the people that built that system know that and that we (the “psychos”, shamans, saddhus, etc.) could, with our gifts, bring that house of cards down!”


Is an energyless energy particle (see the post (Over) Lightspeed and Big bang etc.) then more something abstract like astral energy or spiritual energy, because nothingness being infinity, like when you quieten your mind at meditation.
And if you like in a prayer or a relationship start to love and/or get loved by e.g. god increases such abstract energy do you become then astral infinite energy like maybe Jesus?
(see also my post about Quantum entanglement at Meditation)

football-stadium-light time

If there was a big bang from a singularity it should have been infinitely hot inside the singularity (singularity similar to a mass/energy black hole singularity) and not cold (maybe just outside) because of a (maybe not existing) outside void (where is that void existing (!) anyway), but that doesn’t allow for the existence of anything (see tract about nothingness and infinity). So if a singularity or a quantum leap and its inflation were surrounded by some absolute zero coldness quantum matrix does that mean there could at anytime be a quantum leap inflation creation scenario and therefore creation in full action motion (what does that say about absolute zero temperature?). So if the hotness in singularity or a quantum leap inflation gets cooled down (out of missing energy ), maybe the universe comes to a stop one day, but because of a maybe infinite quantum leap inflation creation the universe expands infinitely, but because of a maybe infinite energy and mass of a photon (or maybe quantum entanglement force) at infinite speed (see (Over) Lightspeed) the universe always was infinite or is infinitely expanding and therefore never cooling down therefor quantum matrix.
If we imagine our universe being infinite what does that say about multiverses and the connection of our universe to other multiverses?
If in (infinite over) lightspeed exists no time and in nothingness mass and energy of light is zero so there exists nothing so also no time, so is nothingness equal to infinity, or does in nothingness exist the opposite of no time namely infinite time, so exists infinity,  which actually again means, the same as no time (see concept of relativistic time).


This should have been an article about time not passing while on lightspeed (see the concept of relativistic time) and therefore actually equals over lightspeed because when no time is passing while traveling on lightspeed you practically already there when you start your travel. But I looked at the mass of photons and it says it’s a massless ( particle. Now when you want to calculate the energy of a photon through e=mc^2 and insert 0 into the equation you get an e=0 that means it’s an energyless particle (actually isn’t light supposed to be energy?). Now if you want to calculate lightspeed with Einsteins equation c should be the square root of energy divided with mass which equals the square root of zero divided by zero (massless and energyless), but if you know a little about maths, it is not allowed (possible) to divide by zero, or is such actually the abstract math I was visualizing/fantasizing about?
But if 0 is only the rest mass of a photon and not the relativistic mass than the resting speed of a photon is actually zero and therefore 0 (energyless) / 0 (massless) = 0 (lightspeed), but that can’t be lightspeed is a constant not equal to zero. So if it is claimed that photons have a relativistic mass (because they seem to have some energy) that means they never stop their movement and so don’t rest and don’t have a rest mass of anything whatsoever, that means if you bring down a photon to rest where they have no mass whence the laws of physics/maths are not valid anymore maybe that means they have a rest mass otherwise einsteins equation wouldn’t work bc of division by zero. So there’s a problem either the photon has a rest mass or is energyless at rest and doesn’t exist anymore (energy and massless) (but you can’t destroy energy!) or it simply means 0 divided 0 equals 0, but if it has a rest mass then near light speed it becomes a massive mass.
So like I said somewhere else maybe everything’s relative so also constants and laws of physics (and maths?).
So if there’s existing over lightspeed (e.g. quantum entanglement) according to the first sentence then the mass and energy of such an entity or maybe photon if infinitely accelerated becomes infinitesimal therefor infinite energy and if the photon is rested energy and mass becomes zero (destruction of energy) so the possible nothingness. So maybe my tract about nothingness and the void (the tao) is true?

psilocybe_semilanceata Ninos Santos

Hallucinogenic species of the Psilocybe genus have a history of use among the native peoples of Mesoamerica for religious communion, divination, and healing, from pre-Columbian times to the present day.
It is reported that Mushroom healers did cure such severe illnesses as cancer, HIV, short-sightedness, chronic diseases (e.g. chronic malaria), severe psychological illnesses etc. with the aid of magic mushrooms.

European witches seem to have used it in combination with wine to make the trip more pleasant (“softer”), though I don’t advise it since the effect of alcohol on the Ninos Santos is a diminishing one.

As with other psychedelics such as LSD, the experience, or “trip”, is strongly dependent upon set and setting. A negative environment could contribute to a bad trip, whereas a comfortable and familiar environment would set the stage for a pleasant experience. Psychedelics make experiences more intense, so if a person enters a trip in an anxious state of mind, they will likely experience heightened anxiety on their trip. Many users find it preferable to ingest the mushrooms with friends, people with whom they are familiar, or people who are familiar with ‘tripping’. The psychological consequences of psilocybin use include hallucinations and an inability to discern fantasy from reality.

The Mesoamerican indigenous lore goes, that the avatar or god Quetzalcoatl was also known as Kukul-kan carries Jesus in his mouth over the land of the Indians and the blood that drops from Jesus’ heart turns into the Ninos Santos.
In ancient times it was not the figure of Jesus that was carried around but a famous indigenous warrior from which heart the blood dropped.

Ingest about 1 to 4 mushrooms or less (try microdosing first) to enter a trancelike visionary state with deep insights into the nature of reality and/or the spirit world.

Fly agaric

Amanita muscaria is noted for its hallucinogenic properties, with its main psychoactive constituents being the compounds ibotenic acid and muscimol. The mushroom was used as an intoxicant and entheogen by the peoples of Siberia and has a religious significance in these cultures. There has been much speculation on possible traditional use of this mushroom as an intoxicant in other places such as the Middle East, Eurasia, North America, and Scandinavia.

Amanita muscaria was widely used as an entheogen by many of the indigenous peoples of Siberia. Its use was known among almost all of the Uralic-speaking peoples of western Siberia and the Paleosiberian-speaking peoples of the Russian Far East. There are only isolated reports of A. muscaria use among the Tungusic and Turkic peoples of central Siberia and it is believed that on the whole entheogenic use of A. muscaria was not practiced by these peoples. In western Siberia, the use of A. muscaria was restricted to shamans, who used it as an alternative method of achieving a trance state. (Normally, Siberian shamans achieve trance by prolonged drumming and dancing.) In eastern Siberia, A. muscaria was used by both shamans and laypeople alike and was used recreationally as well as religiously. In eastern Siberia, the shaman would take the mushrooms, and others would drink his urine. This urine, still containing psychoactive elements, may be more potent than the A. muscaria mushrooms with fewer negative effects such as sweating and twitching, suggesting that the initial user may act as a screening filter for other components in the mushroom.

The Koryak of eastern Siberia have a story about the fly agaric (wapaq) which enabled Big Raven to carry a whale to its home. In the story, the deity Vahiyinin (“Existence”) spat onto earth, and his spittle became the wapaq, and his saliva becomes the warts. After experiencing the power of the wapaq, Raven was so exhilarated that he told it to grow forever on earth so his children, the people, could learn from it. Among the Koryaks, one report said that the poor would consume the urine of the wealthy, who could afford to buy the mushrooms.

The wide range of psychoactive effects have been variously described as depressant, sedative-hypnotic, psychedelic, dissociative, and or deliriant; paradoxical effects such as stimulation may occur, however. Perceptual phenomena such as synesthesia, macropsia, and micropsia may occur; the latter two effects may occur simultaneously and or alternatingly as part of Alice in Wonderland syndrome, collectively known as dysmetropsia, along with related distortions pelopsia and teleopsia. Some users report lucid dreaming under the influence of its hypnotic effects. Unlike Psilocybe cubensis, A. muscaria cannot be commercially cultivated, due to its mycorrhizal relationship with the roots of pine trees

A fatal dose has been calculated as 15 caps.

Eat about 1 preferably dried (or fresh) mushroom or less to induce dreamlike visionary trance states. (Try microdosing first)


Is the second coming of Jesus Christ meant more symbolically, as if in great parts of humanity a christ consciousness might be arising, fueled by newly found spirituality, the knowledge input overflow through the internet, and the arrival of over 30.000 masters on earth as a friend prophet of mine got the info from heavens?


The most prominent member of this group is Claviceps purpurea (“rye ergot fungus”). This fungus grows on rye and related plants and produces alkaloids that can cause ergotism in humans and other mammals who consume grains contaminated with its fruiting structure.

It has recently been convincingly demonstrated that ergot may have played a role in the ancient Greek Eleusinian mysteries.
Ergot (a fungal disease affecting rye) in the Middle Ages contaminated whole areas of ergotism if accidentally ground into rye flour. This mass poisoning was called “Antonius fire”.

The neurotropic activities of the ergot alkaloids may also cause hallucinations and attendant irrational behavior, convulsions, and even death.
Ergot extract has been used in pharmaceutical preparations, including ergot alkaloids in products such as Cafergot (containing caffeine and ergotamine or ergoline) to treat migraine headaches, and ergometrine used to induce uterine contractions and to control bleeding after childbirth.

Ergot does not contain lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) but instead contains lysergic acid as well as its precursor, ergotamine. Lysergic acid is a precursor for the synthesis of LSD. Their realized and hypothesized medicinal uses have encouraged intensive research since the 1950s culminating on the one hand in the development of drugs both legal (e.g., bromocriptine) and illegal (e.g., lysergic acid diethylamide= LSD), and on the other hand in extensive knowledge of the enzymes, genetics, and diversity of ergot alkaloid biosynthetic pathways.

Midwives and doctors have used extracts from ergots to hasten childbirth or to induce abortions for centuries and ergot was frequently used by midwives as “a childbed remedy”.

Ergots are drunk for psychoactive purposes as cold water extract. The dosage is very uncertain and dangerous! (try Microdosing)
If you’re anxious about the ergot, try LSD preparations, which is a synthetic derivate of the ergot and much more safe.
They can be obtained on the black market or the dark web. (you might want to try microdosing first)
It induces a trancelike visionary state with deep insights into the nature of reality.